Inside My Head

(album: Cheap Grills - 2023)

Where, oh, where did my will to live go?
I worked my fingers right down to the bone
I couldn't think of how to fix it
I blame myself and all the bullshit
Where, oh, where did my will to live go?

Where, oh, where did my will to live go?
Yell right in my face with a megaphone
Convinced myself it wasn't worth the headache
Covered up everything I couldn't fake
Where, oh, where did my will to live go?

I can't find it in the cupboard, I can't find it on a map
I can't find it and I'm sad and it's never coming back
I can't find it in the drawer and it's not under the bed
I can't find it on the floor and it's not inside my head

No, it's not inside my head
No, it's not inside my head
All the people always said, "It's just all inside your head"

Where, oh, where did my will to live go?
Ignored all of the signs and all the smoke
I told myself, it's better off without 'em
What's the use and what's the problem?
Where, oh, where did my will to live go?

I can't find it in the cupboard, I can't find it on a map
I can't find it and I'm sad and it's never coming back
I can't find it in the drawer and it's not under the bed
I can't find it on the floor and it's not inside my head

No, it's not inside my head
No, it's not inside my head
All the people always said, "It's just all inside your head"

Yeah, it kills me to say it out loud
Can you hear the sound? Can you hear the sound?
Yeah, it kills me to say it out loud
Can you hear the sound? Can you hear the sound
Of my voice, of my voice?
Of my voice, of my voice, of my voice

Yeah, it kills me to say it out loud
Can you hear the sound? Can you hear the sound?
Yeah, it kills me to say it out loud
Can you hear the sound? Can you hear the sound
Of my voice, of my voice?
Of my voice, of my voice, of my voice
I have no choice