Gone

(album: Diary Of A Chemist - 2021)

I've been underrated overhated
Locked in a cage humiliated
Lied to bad by the ones I loved
Been hyped up then manipulated
I've lacerated then prayed forgiveness
Then did that shit right back to basics
I sin real bad is an understatement
I hurt what's her name but that's unrelated
I'm on to greatness
Heads on the pavement
I sprayed my prey
Yeah I'm not the tamest
I'm lion hearted
Your sheep minded
Been said that before
Keep rhyming
Better perk up when I talk
Or you'll be missing legs
No walkin for you
Christopher I thought you were to
Follow all my words I told you
Billy listened well
But I think you need some more help
So I must put you through the pain I felt
So anger is what you'll be dealt
I'll throw you down a wishing well
Then wish you well
Straight down to hell
Then tell your mom
I think he fell
But little does she know
I pushed you off
And man that felt so good
Call the cops
Bitch I wish you would
I was bullied
So I slept in the woods
Then once my bully entered in
I had some fun
He was a bad egg momma
So he got scrambled
She said clean up the mess
I said it's handled
Most these rappers don't say shit
No they just ramble
I feel like Rambo
Boom boom boom
When I fuck my damsel's
I'm a just kill her if she cheat
I ain't got no heart
I've been rich since twenty three
You gotta slow start
Did this shit with only me
You ain't have no part
All my money now is clean
Like it's Ozark
This ain't a Myers beat
I'm a apply the pliers
While I pry off your feet
I don't accept defeat
They all wanna feat
So you cannot expect a fee
It's very expensive
I'm very attentive
She very pretentious
Marry in Venice
My life is so hectic
It's scary to mention
Always suspended
I grew up demented
But that was expected
Throw me a lesson
I called for a blessing
He answered tremendously
Head with some Hennessy
She evil inside
Yeah she menacing
Spare me the pleasantries
No we ain't in love
But she just pretend to be
I'm off that
I've been getting soft
I was more hard
When I was off crack
Emotions numb
From bodies
Alcoholic drinks
I toss back
Collecting legaments
Inside my cabinets
Got my entire kitchen smelling so bad
My minds in no mans
Gone
Someone help me out
My mind is
Gone
Please have patience with me
Cuz right now my mind is