Different (Remix)

(album: Diary Of A Chemist - 2021)

Why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I lose my shit
When they piss me off so quick
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel this lit
When they said I won't be shit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I buy new cars
When the cars I have just sit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I fall in love
When I have so many women

I'm too different
I feel good
Yeah I feel great
I'm looking lovely
Please don't touch me
When I'm stoned
I'm way too high
For you to hug me
Leave me alone
But don't leave now
I love the vibe
Just stay awhile
Girl I love money
You do too
But lie to me
And say you love me
People hit me up
But I ain't got no time
They think I'm living life
But I feel like I'm just dying
I swear my mind is disgusting
But I just wanna shine
I just had a mental breakdown
Don't worry girl I'm fine

Why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I lose my shit
When they piss me off so quick
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel this lit
When they said I won't be shit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I buy new cars
When the cars I have just sit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I fall in love
When I have so many women

I'm too different
I feel bad
Yeah I feel hate
I look disgusting
Girl just touch me
Get me off
I'm feeling higher
Than Kid Cudi
I need tension
Bring me drama
Grab a knife
And try to cut me
Pussy ocean
I'm a guppy
What's your type
Girl mine is slutty
You don't love me
You just lie to me
And say you do
Bitch why you cappin
No ones asking
Michael Bay
I'm bout that action
Hold this script
You need a scripture
She keeps sinning
Lord forgive her
I'm a loner
With a crew
I'm so bipolar
What are you

Why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I lose my shit
When they piss me off so quick
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel this lit
When they said I won't be shit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I buy new cars
When the cars I have just sit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I fall in love
When I have so many women
Yeah why am I different

Why am I different
Devil on my headset
I should just listen
Why am I trippin
I told him he better shut up
Please stay the fuck out of my business
She blowing me kisses
But I got a wife at home
I don't really care about these bitches
I'm going ballistic
I probably shouldn't mix all of this liquor
With these prescriptions
Bitch I'm stuck
I've been going buck
I don't give a fuck
I'm busy drunk
Better watch your mouth
Or I'll shoot up the club
I'm high off drugs
Ain't been sober once
I don't believe in love
Bitch I'm a thug
Smoke all in my lungs
I'm tryna catch a buzz
Why am I different
I don't really know
What to tell you
And no
I don't got no coke I can sell you
I've been getting black out drunk
In hotel rooms
Just took a shot
And I popped me some Valium
Ain't nobody really on my level
Now are they
Put this on loops
Then they match to the song play
I'm chasing a molly
With another bottle of Bombay
Then I caught a body in broad day

Why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel like this
Why do I think like this
Yeah why am I different
Why do I lose my shit
When they piss me off so quick
Yeah why am I different
Why do I feel this lit
When they said I won't be shit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I buy new cars
When the cars I have just sit
Yeah why am I different
Why do I fall in love
When I have so many women
Yeah why am I different
Why do I lose my shit
When they piss me off so quick
Yeah why am I
Why do I feel this lit
When they said I won't be shit
Yeah why am I
Why do I buy new cars
When the cars I have just sit
Bitch why am I
Why do I fall in love
When I have so many women
Yeah why am I