One Missed Call

(album: Winters In The Prairie - 2022)

Another missed call
From you
I know that you done lost your mind
Another missed call
From you
I know that you are not alright

Another missed call
From you
Right out the blue
That's a new record for you
My golly who knew
You had it in you
Jealousy was a place far away
That you never had been to
But now you knee deep in that shit
Catching feelings off YouTube
And he said
She said
You knew
But that shit ain't factual
You snooping through all of my phones
And laptops
You do that shit tactical
My God
You like James Bond in the eighty's
I spy with my lil eye
You really brazy
But I been nuts my whole damn life
So what's a few
New loose screws
To a dude that's really crazy
But lately I been calling you baby
And loving you maybe
So why the fuck you change it all up
You detrimental
Had to hang it all up
But you still think I'm out here active
So you fuck it all up
You got them high heels on
To cover up your low confidence
You attracted to my hustle
But envy my accomplishments
I swear you're like a hamburger
That's perfectly made
But later on I find out
You taste kinda bland without condiments
It's all love babe
You just missing on something
When I show up late
You think I'm kissing on something
I swear this shits draining
Need to check out the plumbing
The more you try to chase me
The faster I'm running

Another missed call
From you
I know that you done lost your mind
Another missed call
From you
I know that you are not alright

Damn
I mean I really ain't do shit
I never cheated once
I really wish that you knew this
For you to get all heated
Over made up illusions
Got me thinking it's deeper
Than an intimate movement
You got insecurities
That cut from your past
Your daddy never gave you love
So when he did it ain't last
Your mother always tried to shame you
Cuz your beauty caused jealousy
You never got to grow up
But that glow up was heavenly
Fuck your daddy
For the pain that he caused you
Fuck your momma
For the baggage she brought you
Fuck myself for the body I bought you
Who was I to ever think
That body would hide all your flaws
Bipolar love
Got you playing these mind games
Alcohol is poison
When you mix it with my brain
I tried to give you love
But your not in the right mind frame
Call out to God
Instead of calling out my name
One missed call
Turns to three missed calls
Turns to ten missed calls
Got a hunnid missed calls from you
Whoever's pays the bill
I swear I wish em the best
You should be sponsored by Verizon
For the time you invest

Another missed call
From you
I know that you done lost your mind
Another missed call
From you
I know that you are not alright

A couple months go by
And the calls slow down
So now I'm getting kind of used
To you not being around
I started moving on
Dating women
Who from out of town
Bad bitch
With her hair light brown
You had blonde
But that shit is irrelevant
To this statement
I hope that you find love
That's full of patience
I hope that you feel peace
Instead of anxious
I hope you find the confidence
To lead you to greatness
I saw your home girl
When I was shopping at Target
I acted like I didn't see
But she saw me walking
I shouldn't of
But what do you know
We started talking
I shouldn't of
But what do you know
I asked how you've been
She switched up her entire demeanor
She told me you've been battling addiction
Go figure
She said you contemplated
But ain't pull on the trigger
Yeah It's probably from the break up
But I think it's much bigger
The very next day
I get a text from your number
I guess your home girl
Mentioned our encounter
You tell me that it's you
And hope your text ain't a bother
You just wanted to catch up I guess
But I ain't reply
A couple days go by
And now I'm seeing you call
I'm thinking here we go again
And now I'm feeling involved
So I ignore it all
Block your number
Now my problem is solved
Goodbye friend
I wish you luck with it all

Another missed call
From you
I know that you done lost your mind
Another missed call
From you
I know that you are not alright