Disengage / Evacuate

(album: Sunshine Dust - 2018)

If time could mend my heart
I'd find a way out from the dark
Decaying, betraying
Where will I place the blame?
Should I lose my way?
Relenting, lamenting?

Hurled outside myself
Watching my whole world break
Questioning reality
If I can find a way to escape the rain
And leave us forsaken

Floating away
You're running away from
You're pushing away far from me

Solace disappearing
But you can't see that you're killing me
This [?] I am screaming
But you can't seem to stop killing me

But I am not a saint
For thinking every world I wrote
Tracing every part, replaying it slow

I see you tightening the noose in your eyes
Watch you bring an end to this life
Cutting me down

Solace disappearing
But you can't see that you're killing me
This [?] I am screaming
But you can't seem to stop killing me

Pieces of my soul
Pulling apart again, slow
Fragment in shadow, my thoughts
Left bleeding and broken
I hope I'll find out
What it means to be free
Life on, and on, and on
Come to realize we're leaving in our dreams
Could this really be the end of me?
So I'll just draw my last breath

The darkness in you
Consuming within, and again, and again
I stand still
Left here encased in this small [?]
You're so cold, you're so cold
Just don't come and be honest, below
Sink down into this hole
You're so cold, you're so cold
Just don't come and be honest, below
So say it
Say it
But now you're alone