Halfway Down

(album: Thrive - 2022)

I've been lying through my teeth
Is it so hard to see? Is it so hard to see?
Nobody gets underneath
And it get so lonely, it get so lonely

And oh I try every time we touch
To let you in, to let you in
But it's not enough, it's not enough
It's not enough
And overthinking everything
I'm barricading, I'm barricading
My own skin

So break down these four walls
'Cause they're heavy and they're tall
And they're weighing me down
If I let go of it all, would you catch me
Would you hold me, or would you let me drown?
Drown, drown, I'm halfway down

Yeah, I'm halfway down
Would you let me drown?
Drown, drown, I'm halfway down

Yeah, I'm halfway down
I'm halfway down

Every time that we speak
I'm scared that you'll see the same me I see
And when you do, would you leave
Or would you stay another night, another night?

And oh I try every time we touch
To let you in, to let you in
But it's not enough, it's not enough
It's not enough
And if you do, would you leave
Or would you stay and hold me
Another night, another night
Another night?

So break down these four walls
'Cause they're heavy and they're tall
And they're weighing me down
If I let go of it all, would you catch me
Would you hold me, or would you let me drown?
Drown, drown, I'm halfway down

You'd be better alone, yeah everyone knows
Wherever I go, I'm breaking apart
But I'll hold you close, I'm letting you know
Before I tear it all apart
You'd be better alone, yeah everyone knows
Wherever I go, I'm breaking apart
But I'll hold you close, I'm letting you know
Before I tear it all apart

Yeah, I'm halfway down
I'm halfway down
Yeah, I'm halfway down