Medicine (Devil in My Head)

(album: How It Feels To Be Lost - 2019)

I've been up all night staring at the ceiling
Choking on the medicine that I keep drinking
Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down
People talking in my ear, can't hear what they're saying
Swimming in the fire, the walls keep spinning
Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down

I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me

The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
Cause I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me

Start another fight, make a fist keep swinging
Alone in the dark, what the hell was I thinking?
Round and round, up and down
Round and round, up and down
I'm upside down, god I hate the feeling
Lying on the floor, out the door she's leaving
Round and round, up and down
Round and round, up and down

I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me

The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
Cause I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me

Someone save me now
I haven't been myself lately
I keep falling down
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me

(Start another fight, make a fist keep swinging, make a fist keep sw...)

The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me!

The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
Cause I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me

Someone save me now
I haven't been myself lately
I keep falling down
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me

The devil's living in my head, my head
I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me
Devil's living in my head
I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me
Do if you pushed me, do if you pushed me...