Feel It All The Time

(album: Sometimes, Forever - 2022)

I got a truck out in the drive
And it's maybe, a hundred thousand miles
And it's still not as good
You she gets drunk on
Drinking regular from the gasoline pump

I got a heart that beats too fast
And I shake my hands and pain in my back
And I'm just twenty-two going on twenty-three
I'm already worn down from every thing

So I'm gonna drive out where the sun shines
Drown out the noise and the way I feel
But even the light is so temporary
And I see the dark at the back of my heels
I feel it all the time

We're we waking up from these sudden dreams
Where we can't see past what's in front of me
I was wondering if it could mean something
Or if it's nonsense like everything else

Maybe there's days where it's just running out
Like gasoline gauges and driving South
Oh I hope that means you keep dragging me on
What they want down to the bone

So I'm gonna drive out where sun shines
Drown out the noise and the way I feel
But even the light is so temporary
And I see the dark at the back of my heels

So I'm going to drive 'til I'm in swallowing sunset
And let me collapse like a broken mold
'Cause I'm gasping for air
And I don't feel nothing
I'm closing my eyes 'til the threat is gone
I feel it all the time

I got a truck out in the drive
And it's maybe, a hundred thousand miles
And I don't think I'll ever make it so far
It makes me sad if I think too hard