What Will You Do When I'm Gone?

(album: Calamity - 2020)

I live life as a skeletal frame
Pushing the black ink deeper out of my brain
Feeling the bones crack to swerve out of my way
Leaving my heart black 'cause none of the blood remains
I feel like a hurricane
Throwing debris to cover up my name
Begging to bring back who I used to be
The final stages of the death of me
What will you do when I'm gone?
Pray to a stone and move on
I can tell it's over before it's over
Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now
What will you say when I'm done?
Remember my voice in the chorus of this song
I can tell it's over before it's over
Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now
(Calm down)
Maybe I'm too hard on myself
But I don't need anybody else
To make me happy but what does true happiness really mean?
I don't know
Fending off falling in line is not a crime
But it's lonely nonetheless
I said I just want a happy life
Doesn't need to be air tight
But it's never that simple
(I guess I'll die)
What will you do when I'm gone?
Pray to a stone and move on
I can tell it's over before it's over
Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now
What will you say when I'm done?
Remember my voice in the chorus of this song
I can tell it's over before it's over
Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now
My shadow is hunting me
As I'm searching for a remedy
Facing the sun hiding out of sight
It bleeds into everything when day turns to night
When I die
Where will I go?
And will it be enough
To pay the debt that I owe
When I die
Where will you go
I would like to know when
You'll forget my shadow
What will you do when I'm gone?
Pray to a stone and move on
I can tell it's over before it's over
Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now
What will you say when I'm done?
Remember my voice in the chorus of this song
I can tell it's over before it's over
Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now