Malevolent

(album: Calamity - 2020)

This is wrong, I daydreamed of you
Not one, maybe two, it had something to do with
All that plastic that covers your face
All that time that was wasted I cannot replace, I
Dreamt of putting a hole in your tube
Look at me, don't you dare waste more of my air, 'cause
There is therapy with all this injury
Poison every letter, I will make you feel better

I get so malevolent
I wanna make you bleed
I feel so irreverent
I hope you choke on your greed

You can struggle, I'll be quick
Give a rebuttal, you make me sick
I try to be subtle, what's your tick?
Burst your bubble when I see right through your tricks
Don't you go giving me the runaround
Silence suits you, don't make those ugly sounds
A mouthful of lead in a hospital bed
Will be more than enough
I cut my weeds till they're dead

I get so malevolent
I wanna make you bleed
I feel so irreverent
I hope you choke on his seed
I need to feel when that door closes
'Cause your bed has been made
I will water those roses
That sprout over your grave

I don't mean what I say
We're both victims in our own way
I know (I know)
I know, yeah
I'll fight the demons inside my head
Use decency and reason instead
I know (I know)
I should let you go
But I'm having too much fun

I get so malevolent
I wanna make you bleed
I feel so irreverent
I hope you choke on his seed
I need to feel when that door closes
'Cause your bed has been made
I will water those roses
That sprout over your grave