Replaceable Heads

(album: Feel Feelings - 2020)

My head is never quite together these days
Takes too long to make decisions I can test
So I don't

It's so nice up there
So I don't let anyone too close or anyone too good looking
No one near me after midnight
Because it always gets too desirable, and then I regret it

I've never been anyone's favorite person, have you?
How does it feel?
I get addicted to skin and smell
But anyway it's just cheap lust
Un-replaceable heads

Now you're the one who knows me best
And hurts me most
I don't wanna love anyone
I don't wanna love anyone anymore

I don't wanna love anyone
I don't wanna love anyone anymore
Now you're the one who knows me best
And hurts me most

I don't wanna love anyone

You begged me to know all of my deepest secrets
Shine lights on all the shadows before you can commit
And you love what you saw at first, but like everybody before you
You abandoned the ship
Oh, sail on sailor, onto another one

Now every burning moment brings a new danger
Because we both know every kiss may be the last
I'm a loner I know that, I just want magic all of the time
And suddenly, you're an amulet

I'm never sure that what I feel is what I need
I'm so insecure and less to say
And maybe there will be another you
Another head, better values, and the right age this time

Now you're the one who knows me best
And hurts me most
I don't wanna love anyone
Now you're the one who knows me best
And hurts me most
I don't wanna love anyone
I don't wanna love anyone anymore