Gallon

(album: Conduit - 2021)

I believe there's something more to me
Another layer that my bloodshot eyes can't see
And if I'm being honest, my faith is mainly trickery
I just need to keep repeating this
So the gallon stays within my wrist

I believe there's something more in me
Another dimension that my tired mind can't read
And if I'm being honest, my fate is all too plain to see
I just need to keep repeating this
So the gallon stays within my wrist
I need to keep repeating this
So the gallon stays within my wrist

This awful feeling never ever goes away
As long as I'm breathing evil has a place to stay
Cyclical queasy, nothing is easy
I hear myself convince myself to try
Yet still, I kinda wanna die
I kinda wanna die

I believe there's nothing more for me
Another way that my hope can't pay the fee
And if I'm being honest, my faith is shameful trickery
I just need to keep repeating this
So the gallon stays within my wrist
I need to keep repeating this
So the gallon stays within my wrist

This awful feeling never ever goes away
As long as I'm breathing evil has a place to stay
Cyclical queasy, nothing is easy
I hear myself convince myself to try
Yet still, I kinda wanna die

I believe there's nothing more for me
Another way that my hope can't pay the fee