bloodclot

(album: f.e.a.r. - 2022)

Do you think I'm good for you honestly?
You see red and I fight the cavalry
Do you see yourself in the worst of me?
I watch your guilt turn right to apathy

Face it
Keep myself distracted
Even on the way down, way down
I dunno how to solve it
So I keep dissolving
Now we're falling o-o-out

I know that you hate it
Crippling your patience
Am I just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins?
I know that you hate it
Wanna be your bandaid
But I'm just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins

Why you wanna spit blame?
Avoiding the truth
But I'm spelling it out for you
Like violence in my headspace
And I'm looking for common ground
But you keep digging down

Fighting tooth and denial
Karma-round like a windmill
Keep it up on the way down, way way down
Off the rails and it's tragic
Can't believe that I'm asking
Who the hell I am and why I see it out

I know that you hate it
Crippling your patience
Am I just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins?
I know that you hate it
Wanna be your bandaid
But I'm just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins

Do you think I'm good for you honestly?
You see red and I fight the cavalry

I know that you hate it
Crippling your patience
Am I just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins?
I know that you hate it
Wanna be your bandaid
But I'm just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins

I'm just a blood clot
Stuck in your veins
And I don't wanna be
A blood clot
Stuck in your veins