Awkward Always

(album: Revolution Spring - 2020)

I'm having a hard time trying to communicate
I'm standing in a line feeling like I can't relate
When I was a boy, my heart was full of dreams
I'm no different now than I was yesterday

I'm on the outside looking in
I would have taken on the world back then
On the outside looking in
On the outside, I never fit in

I miss the summer days that seemed to last for years
We'd drink the night away till the sunrise was near
I wish I would have known all that I know now
I tried to change the world but I just got old somehow

I'm on the outside looking in
I would have taken on the world back then
On the outside looking in
On the outside, I never fit in

I'm on the outside looking in
I would have taken on the world back then
On the outside looking in
I was never cut quite to ever fit in

Yeah, I know I don't act my age
I got old but I still feel the same
Prayed on a band, prayed on a van
I prayed for a way out of this place

I go back from time to time
I left back then and I know why
See if I didn't then I'd die...
Some stayed and got old
But my unstable heart shines like fucking gold

On the outside looking in
On the outside, never fit in
On the outside looking in
On the outside, I never

I'm on the outside looking in
I would have taken on the world back then
On the outside looking in
On the outside, I never fit in

On the outside
On the outside, I never fit in
On the outside
On the outside, I never fit in