Too Quick to Grieve

(album: Matriphagy - 2020)

Let's say you're supposed to suffer what they sold you
At the end of patience, when your back's against a wall
That's when you'll face me
This is on, bitch
I keep hopping while I'm on my way to fuck you up
I don't bet, but did you see me coming?
Nah-nobody saw me coming
I'm a rabbit-I been' gunning
It's been building up for far too long
Now I gotcha' with your shoulders dropped
Lemme' see your frown-Ima' kill that bitch

Madness is like a child's game
-Make up the rules as you play
Pepper the parts across a sodden towel
Because you wouldn't go the extra mile
Nurtured to do as told, so I abandon-abandon this shell

Keep your head up, hold that smile
You wear it well
This is the last fucking twelve'
I might be feeling okay
Remember, this is what you wished for

And that's all I wrote
Sealed with spike in the throat
I should have been expelled with a coat hanger
We lost hope, now I'm pressed for pain
Had a pocketful of doom to deliver as chump change
Torch the shades, motherfucker, I been' on one
Too quick to grieve
Got me choking on her head like a cottonmouth
I'm popping off
Nobody can stop these venomous jaws when they close around
Nurtured to rip this shit out

Keep your head up, hold that smile
You wear it well
This is the last fucking twelve'
I might be feeling okay
Remember, this is what you wished for

Let's say you're supposed to suffer what they sold you
At the end of patience, when your back's against a wall
That's when she faced me
Brought it all, bitch
I kept hopping while I was on my way to fuck her up
No regrets-uh... did she have it coming?
Yuh-Nobody saw me coming
I was a rabbit-I was a' gunning
I was in triple threat
It was building up for far too long
Won't play the victim-no more solitude
Got sick of being trapped inside this motherfucking hole with you
I brought that cunt down