Just Apathy

(album: Marvin's Marvelous Mechanical Museum - 2005)

I'm too much
Or not enough
Maybe everyone else is messed up
Well anyway
I can't seem to stay in just one state of mind

Waiting round for something better
I'm the one that wouldn't let her
Now I'm back and forth
I get bored when she's no perfect find

'Cause it's one thing
Or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down

'Cause it's one thing
Or another
I don't even know why I bother
Something I just can't get around

Consider the possibility
That you've been had but not by me
We're just kids
Don't worry about this

My course is run and I'm so tired
Until the next one comes inspired
I feel bad and I should
I made her sad and I knew it would

'Cause it's one thing
Or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down

'Cause it's one thing
Or another
I don't even know why I bother
Something I just can't get around

I need to learn
To wait in turn
Cause now I just step blindly

And I'm only happy when
I can close my eyes and I just dive in
And forget about about acting kindly

('Cause it's always one)
'Cause it's one thing
Or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down

'Cause it's one thing
Or another
I don't even know why I bother

Some things I just can't get around

Still I know you won't let me down