Loss For Words

(album: 37 Channels - 2013)

Loss for words what can I say?
I never thought I'd be done this way
People grow and lives will change
Blessings come, come in man ways

Instead it's been seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you
You'll never understand what you put me through
With their lives in your lies
I saw my children's eyes
You know I should be feeling like a fool
God knows I should hate myself for loving you
I love you, I hate you, I love you
But fuck you...
"Fuck you"

"Baby your just loss for words"
Just loss for words

It was hard to read what was on your mind
I was far away thinking it was fine
The more I try now baby, the more I push you away
God knows me and you could never communicate
And the anger and lies got the best of us
I was thinking in the bed we both shared
Is where you made that distrust for real
And there's nothing to take back there's nothing to retry
It's been done, I'm the only one who's feeling something

Instead it's been seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you
You'll never understand what you put me through
With these lives in your lies
I saw my children's eyes
You know I should be feeling like a fool
God knows I hate myself for loving you
I love you, I hate you, I love you
But fuck you

Don't you think that I deserve at least the chance to say
What about the promises that you had given me
Even if you though we'd both be better off
You'll never know because you forgot

It's been seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you
You'll never understand what you put me through
With these lives in your lies
I saw my children's eyes
You know that I should be feeling like a fool
God knows I hate myself for loving you
I love you, I hate you, I love you
And these seven years but I'll never shed these tears for you
You'll never understand what you put me through
With these lives in your lies
I saw my little one's eyes
I know that I should be feeling like a fool
God knows I hate myself for loving you
I love you, I hate you, I love you
But fuck you

"But fuck you"