There Was A Time When I Needed It

(album: A Whole Fucking Lifetime Of This - 2018)

There's no way to say to you
I guess I made a mistake, I came unglued
I lost so much more
Than the motivation I claimed I took it for
I'm gonna figure it out, I'm gonna find a way
It's always new, it's always the same
It hurts like hell
And I'm scared that it will pull us apart again

There was a time when I needed it
The feeling brought me anything, I asked for it
And it came to me
Anything I'd wanna be
Now I guess that time is up, I know it's gonna hurt
I'm sweating through my sheets and I haven't slept in weeks
My head is pounding, there's vomit on my shirt
I've seen it all before, but it always seems to get worse

Guess I'm gonna wait till it comes again
Closer now that I've ever been
I feel it sinking inside of me
From the top of my head down to the bottoms of my feet
I'm crashing in tonight (I'm crashing in tonight)
I'm crashing in tonight
I'm crashing in tonight (I'm crashing in tonight)
I know that this seems crazy, I know I seem insane
I just need you here, I need you to say
If you don't mind, if you don't mind
If you don't mind, if you don't mind
Maybe I can call you, maybe for a little while
Maybe we can go out, maybe for a couple of hours
Tonight, tonight
Maybe I can call you, maybe for a little while
Maybe we can go out, maybe for a couple of hours
Tonight, tonight