Losing Focus

(album: The Amanda Tape - 2020)

It's crazy 'cause I love you so much, uh

Keep bringing up all the lies that I told ya
Got me walking 'round like the world on my shoulders
Been too long been ignoring the signs
Feels like I'm just going along for the ride

Can't pretend like something ain't wrong
Should be old enough, we should know
Girl, I can't put up with no more
I'm losing focus

Now my friends are asking what's wrong
Girl, we been together so long
Gotta get this under control

You got me losing my focus, don't know what you do to me
You got me drinking a lot, hoping it might go away
I'm slowly losing my passion for all the important things
You got me losing my focus, don't know what happened to me

Look, I'm bad at guessing, but let me guess
You bad at texting though, you have a right every night
I write a thousand letters that I never take to ya
That's just the way I manifest the blessings and the energy I'm tryna bring to ya
One day, I'd like to share a sundae
And we can do a lot by doing absolutely nothing
I'm smiling too hard
Nah you don't be trying too hard
Sometimes I look at the sky and think how fire you are
Look, Mother Nature, God, who has Wale become?
Told them bitches take a hike
Now we taking nature walks
I ain't tryna make a wife
I ain't tryna make it forced
I ain't tryna let my ego make you be my greatest loss, uh
Lavender in the blunt
Call me when you get up, you be raspy, I be in love
Half of these niggas texting, see half what you really are
I happen to see you clear
So sadly I'm saying, nah, my focus is gone, gone

You got me drinking a lot, hoping it might go away
I'm slowly losing my passion for all the important things
You got me losing my focus don't know what happened to me

You got me losing my focus, don't know what you do to me
You got me drinking a lot, hoping it might go away
I'm slowly losing my passion for all the important things
You got me losing my focus don't know what happened to me