Flamingo Video Shoot

(album: Between Somewhere - 2018)

I used to promise you I keep you out my lyrics
You gon' hate me even more when you hear this

I don't listen to my homies
I'm distracted what they told me
You just with me for the lifestyle
I'm just with you 'cause I'm lonely
But it's okay if we got love
Everything's okay if we got love
Money and fame make me feel so tough
'Til I break your heart and I lose your trust
Break your heart and I lose your trust
Break your heart...

Ay video shoot, women all on me
Pictures get posted, you start to scold me
I try to explain, you just insult me
My ego's telling me that I'm holy
And I don't need you stress, so I end it with you
I fuck half the bitches from the video shoot
But when they leave I just thinking of you, just thinking of you

Don't leave me alone
I can't be controlled when I'm on my own
When I'm on my own
Just tell me you're gone, tell me you moved on
Then I let you go, then I let you go

How'd I end up here? Successful boy chose the best career
A thousand in the crowd, but none back here
I get on stage and sell my tears
Fans clap and then they'd leave
Man this life is just a tease, I'm not good at appreciating the moment
You're the one who helped me
A slave to my ego, so I fucking let you leave, why the fuck I let you leave?

Don't leave me alone
I can't be controlled when I'm on my own
When I'm on my own
Just tell me you're gone, tell me you moved on
Then I let you go, then I let you go

I know you got another dude
Doing everything I'm supposed to do
Just say you don't but I know you do, I know you
Colorado's two thousand miles away
Girl, I ain't far, I'm just a flight away
When Mac died, you texted me
Did it just to check on me
You know how much I idolized him
How much he affected me?
You told me he reminded you of me
Just with different habits and different trends
Truth is when you left, I start to drink again
Divine Feminine stay on repeat
Our best friend got a girlfriend, she's so sweet
Every weekend they invite me to a movie
And I tell them that I'm busy, but I'm not
I'm just so jealous when I see 'em
I'm just feeling I'm missing my team, missing my team
They congratulate me on living my dreams
But as I'm winning I'm just losing what matters to me
I'm just begging you, please

Don't leave me alone
I can't be controlled when I'm on my own
When I'm on my own
Just tell me you're gone, tell me you moved on
Then I let you go, then I let you go
Don't leave me alone
I can't be controlled when I'm on my own
When I'm on my own
Just tell me you're gone, tell me you moved on
Then I let you go, then I let you go