Bedroom Hymn

(album: I'm Hard To Love, But So Are You, Vol. 2 - 2019)

Face-down in my bed
Asking, "Why am I such a wreck?"
Am I lost?
Fell out with some friends
Watched my parents get over-stressed
Are we lost?

But I hold on for a minute
My mind keeps spinning
Buried in the guilt that builds up deep in the life I'm living
Am I still living?
Neck deep, I'm swimming
So far from the shoreline
And I don't know if I'll make it

'Cause it feels like I'm drowning
I can't breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can't take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep
'Cause it feels like I'm drowning
I can't breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can't take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep

Maybe I'm messed up
From the demons that interrupt
All my thoughts
No I can't stay hidden
So paint me up like a villain
For my faults

But I hold on for a minute
My mind keeps spinning
Buried in the guilt that builds up deep in the life I'm living
Am I still living?
Neck deep, I'm swimming
So far from the shoreline
And I know

'Cause it feels like I'm drowning
I can't breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can't take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep
'Cause it feels like I'm drowning
I can't breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can't take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep

Face-down in my bed
Asking, "Why am I such a wreck?"
Am I lost?
You say you understand
But I know that you may move on when I'm gone