What Am I Doin' Here

(album: 2:00 AM Paradise Cafe - 1984)

What am I doing here
Alone in this lonely house
This house that we dreamed about
This house we shared till you walked out

What am I doing here
This place ain't no good for me
It just brings back memories
And the last thing I need is memories
I should be moving on

What am I doing here
Now that you've really gone
Why can't I dry these tears
But oh, the years we had
Here in this house that we both loved so madly
I've never been like this
Just living in yesterdays
But there's so much I miss
And so much that I still can't face
If there's a chance for me
I just can't see it now
All I see is what can't be
And all I see is no way out
I should be moving on

What am I doing here
Now that you've really gone
Why can't I dry these tears
But oh, the years we had
Here in this house that we both loved so madly
What am I doing here
I should be moving on
What am I doing here
What am I doing here