Invisible

(album: SADBOI - 2020)

When the nights are full of thunder
And the days feel so long
I just need someone to hold me
I just need someone to hold me hold me

I'm scared at the fact that I'm blue
I'm scared that I don't know what to actually do
Type of three in the morning guy, but ill be alright
Yea I can hide my tears under the cover of night
When I was sixteen I wasn't happy at all
Back when my best buddy wouldn't answer my calls
It felt kinda one sided, it cut me so hard
Still tryna figure out how to cover the scars
Felt alone for so long with nowhere to turn
Talking to my conscience trying to deal with all of this burn
I'm heart broken, now I've got nothing to lose
You'd never think you'd feel like this 'til it happens to you

How it feel to know when you fall
You got someone there to catch you
You wont know 'til you lose it all
But I'll be there to catch you

When the nights are full of thunder
And the days feel so long
I just need someone to hold me
I just need someone to hold me, hold me
In a world full of strangers
Where I don't belong
I just feel so lonely
Sometimes I feel invisible

These past couple years no nothing been the same
I've got a notebook full of poems I wrote to deal with the pain
Sat inside my bedroom I couldn't be doing less
Not answering my phone, not looking at my texts
I think there's nothing left but I'm hoping for a change
For an angel to fall from heaven to take all the pain away
I know this is my life, I don't have a second chance
And I know that I'll regret it all when I'm looking back
Every girl they take my heart and tear it in two
Always feel like you're the chaser and they running from you
Now I'm just alone and I'm sad in my room
Looking for a future and I don't have a clue

When the nights are full of thunder
And the days feel so long
I just need someone to hold me
I just need someone to hold me, hold me
In a world full of strangers
Where I don't belong
I just feel so lonely
Sometimes I feel invisible

Some days they just go by
Some days I just get by
Some times I don't know why
But I know it's in my mind
Some days they just go by
Some days I just get by
Some times I don't know why
But I know it's in my mind

When the nights are full of thunder
And the days just feel so long
I just need someone to hold me
Sometimes I feel invisible

Some days they just go by
Some days I just get by
Some times I don't know why
But I know it's in my mind
Some days they just go by
Some days I just get by
Some times I don't know why
But I know it's in my mind