Crossfaded

(album: BLVD BOY - 2021)

Said she don't get cross faded
But that's how I exist
Pardon, my intentions
Ain't always the best
I know I'm lost, baby
That's how I exist
That's how I exist
Said she don't get cross faded
But that's how I exist
Pardon, my intentions
Ain't always the best
I know I'm lost, baby
That's how I exist
That's how I exist

Yeah, I got some habits she don't like
But she gon forget em I say I'm outside
Got a couple issues something slight
I'm just tryna prove that I don't play a bout mine
Sent like 4 texts and you act like you seen em
Know you mad I ain't home yet but I see how you play defense
You be scheming
It be good all in the morning problems in the evening
Miscommunicate on Monday and we drag it to the weekend
I'ma lost cause
In and outta focus in them long talks
Said I'd watch it with you and I nod off
I be throwed
I know my time is up
Patience running thin
But if you widdit then just sign me up

Mix emotions and the vices
Said you living, I'ma show you what a live is
Told me once before that you don't like it
More for me lets pour a drink, I make my mind spin

Said she don't get cross faded
But that's how I exist
Pardon, my intentions
Ain't always the best
I know I'm lost, baby
That's how I exist
That's how I exist
Said she don't get cross faded
But that's how I exist
Pardon, my intentions
Ain't always the best
I know I'm lost, baby
That's how I exist
That's how I exist

They say god don't like ugly
But I just keep getting money
And I just keep on forgetting to be a man but I'm rusty
Was thinking maybe you'd brush me
Up on letting someone in
I'd show you my demons
You could me bring to the covenant
I just pour my cup again
Dwelling on the nothingness
Ponder on if you would really ride if we was roughing it...
And I'm stuck again thinking fuck a friend
Everyone just up and leave like
We done had enough of him

We need tolerance breaks
Know it hurt because your momma always calling with praise
I can tell you off the mix baby its all in your face
But if you need to
We can leave it and we can call it it a day

Mix emotions and the vices
Said you living, I'ma show you what a live is
Told me once before that you don't like it
More for me lets pour a drink, I make my mind spin

Said she don't get cross faded
But that's how I exist
Pardon, my intentions
Ain't always the best
I know I'm lost, baby
That's how I exist
That's how I exist
Said she don't get cross faded
But that's how I exist
Pardon, my intentions
Ain't always the best
I know I'm lost, baby
That's how I exist
That's how I exist