BLVD BOY

(album: BLVD BOY - 2021)

Hey Travis, this is Dad. Just calling to see how you're doing. I'm not at home right now. Uh, I'm off tomorrow. I'll talk to you later. Bye.

Just breathe, young kid
Take a step back for me one time even though you need deep, young kid
If you say it's gonna be straight and it's not that deep, young kid
But it is though, home full of doubt and it's 6 mode
Cans in the sink and a dish load
Looking for the fam who lost when they piss drunk
Probably like six-O, running my big mouth, uh
My teacher make lists now, said he can't sit still
Henny bring fists out, Henny draw pictures, hoes with tits out
Man home, big guns smelling like piss now
"There's something wrong with your kid, Ms. Thompson
We got him right here in the office
Is there a guardian here that can come [?] him?"
So I'm growing more conscious
Of who I am becoming, I like me
It's who it is, yeah, we've been through it
Still trying to fight all that entice me, no, no
But never without no issue
Who making a way regardless (Huh)
Telling you shit that we've been through
Take a minute now, huh
They say we in it now, huh
I see the prize on the horizon
It's no sitting down, huh
We climbed the biggest mountain
So, fucks we give? About none
I got some friends who died with dreams
I'm tryna live 'em out, huh

I said I'm not where I was, still not where I want
But I'm fine and that's fine by me
Yeah, I've seen a lot and I'm young
Know the cops still in love
And the money, it be times by three
A little bit of heaven
All I want, is that a lot?
Until I get it, ain't no telling me to stop
A bit of heaven
'Cause my name is all I got
I just want heaven, heaven

My girl said she don't trust me and then she left for work
Spent the day drinking in bed and wiping tears up with my shirt
You want this real life? You want the thrill, right?
Like watching Pillhouse 'cause you're real tired and your bro still broke as fuck
So you want TV and don't feel right (I mean, god damn)
Hell of a feeling, lately I just sit and stare at the ceiling
Doubt myself until nothing appealing
I'm coming up short when they ask me shit
Showing up drunk, no accident
Blame my thoughts on those around me
Never myself, so passionless
A borderline massive risk (Hey) to himself but it's lit
Barely passed but I spazzed the passion and made it legit
But what's it mean if most of your family situation is shit?
Addicted, risking kids, and asking where the vacancy is
Man, kids on the corner my classmates now
Way less good than bad things now
But the good ones just got highs and [?]
And can't seem to find [?] out what I'm [?] now
The lashing out or passing out
Then waking just to fuck her
I brag about this life, I'm finna build and cop this massive house

I'm not where I was, still not where I want
But I'm fine and that's fine by me
Yeah, I've seen a lot and I'm young
Know the cops still in love
And the money, it be times by three
A little bit of heaven
All I want, is that a lot?
Until I get it, ain't no telling me to stop (Woah, woah-oh)
A bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh)
'Cause my name is all I got
I just want heaven, heaven

Said I'm not where I was, still not where I want
But I'm fine and that's fine by me
Yeah, I've seen a lot and I'm young
Know the cops still in love
And the money, it be times by three
A little bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh)
All I want, is that a lot?
Until I get it, ain't no telling me to stop (Woah-oh-oh)
A bit of heaven (Woah-oh-oh)
'Cause my name is all I got
I just want heaven, heaven