Bring Me Back

(album: Generation Nightmare - 2019)

This displaced feelings for you
I'm such a mess and I don't know what I'm supposed to do
If I try I'd probably fail like I did in the past
This existential hate over flowing up out my drinking glass
Shatter me, cut yourself on my broken pieces
You never wanna believe you never wanna believe
Bring me down, you are the weight of the world
On my shoulders slowly pushing me in the ground
Bring me back, there's something left in this casket
To resurrect and I know that shit is a fact

Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare I promise

Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare I promise

They said we were dead when we left
And we'd never be nothing but we kept on coming n' coming and coming coming
So who gives a fuck about what them what them what them bitches said
Who wanna pin point me like infra red dot it
Don't matter like ya instagram comment
Take a whole lot more to hurt me than words
An chirping from birds who curve with no knowledge
Absurdly blurting out vomit
I just wanna burn the nest to be honest
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare of promise
I drank the kool aid
It was almost too late
Instead he gave my momma a due date

Is this real life
Then let me sleep till I feel right
Now I don't want to deal
My heart will not let me kneel
Like the rest who got scared for real right

Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare I promise

Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna
Bring me back
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare I promise

Coffin shaped heart
You don't live here cause you're not asleep yet
They'll always be a snooze button
But in life no reset
No respect when I reflect
And I eject
Hit tears up in the Kleenex
Hoping to be next
I come from a long line of freek shows and rejects
With problems way deeper than a v-neck line
Saying Ima try to do better the next time
Spare the insecurity double up on the spine
Hoping I don't loose 'em while opening up their mind
Like a padlock Jamie Madrox and Monoxide
We the key to the bridge and beyond
Much more than a phenom
Infinite like the shit that we be on
Blame it on the rhythm or the horns made of neon
Shine so bright but they still can't see 'em