Reasons

(album: Inside My Head - 2022)

I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second
I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking
I'm so impatient and I know I need to stop and listen
I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it
I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings
Yeah I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing
I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression
What will it take to finally say; "I've learned my lesson"

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know

Your mind is vacant, in a place that is so nihilistic
Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim
You cannot change and I know fate has made up its decision
I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in

But I can't let go
I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it
I can't get close
I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close

I can't get close