Need To Find My Place

(album: Up Until Now - 2020)

There's dust in the air, scars on my face
I can't get out of this lonely place
Oh I, the risk is your demise
I'm sadness in disguise
We trust it all, spent all the cash
But I always knew that it would never last
Oh I, stayed here far too long
My camouflage is gone

I don't belong here, oh
I need to find my place
I want a house that feels like home
I want a family of my own
I need to find my place, oh
I need to find my place

I dream of the day I let happiness free
For now I just drive to the ocean envy
Oh I, I'm dying to get in
But no one seems to swim
You've got your boat while I'm lost out at sea
You've got your crew and I've only got me
Oh I, drifitng out of sight
Could someone throw me a line?

I don't belong here, oh
I need to find my place
I want a house that feels like home
I want a family of my own
I need to find my place, oh
I need to find my place

Why can't the answers be written down?
Why when I scream do I not make a sound?
Why are these good things I have not enough?
Why does everyone like me when I just want love?

Oh I, I'm anything but fine
And I'm running out of time

I don't belong here, oh
I need to find my place
I want a house that feels like home
I want a family of my own
I need to find my place, oh
I need to find my place, oh
I need to find my place, oh
I need to find my place