I Against I

(album: In Darkness - 2019)

So it's me against myself
So I guess you really wouldn't understand
What it's like to be me
In this fucked up world
With a fucked-up past
Don't want to feel anything again

Promise me this
You'll still carry my name

What I'd do to never lose you
Oh it's such a scary thought
From such a scary place
Oh what I wouldn't do
Oh what I wouldn't do
Anything could be true

Just tell me
It all meant something more
Just tell me
It's more that I can hope for
Just tell me that
It meant something more
That it meant more that I can hope for

So it's me against myself
And I guess you really wouldn't understand
What it's like to be me
In this fucked up world
With a fucked-up past
Don't want to feel anything again

Your pain is mine
Where the fuck do you think it came from

Where does the sadness come from
When does the sadness go away
When does it go

What I'd do to never lose you
Oh it's such a scary thought
From such a scary place
Oh what I wouldn't do
Oh what I wouldn't do
Anything could be true

Where does the sadness come from
When does the sadness go away