Overthinker

(album: Recollection - 2014)

I've been stuck in this place
Searching for an exit
And I would give anything
If I could just be sane
Burn the pages in this book
Cause my thoughts are clouding my head
All at once
My heart is racing
Consumed with the worst intentions
Of everything I fucking hate
This has to stop, please just go away
My goddamn mind is playing tricks on me
I tried to let it go but it keeps on festering
Picturing the worst things
Of all I care for
It's gone in the blink of an eye
Love is lost, my life in pieces
And friends turn into traitors
Giving up was my only way out this time
Unclearness of the future is true fear
Overthinking is my weakness
And it will be the end of me
Running through the motions
Recollecting all my thoughts
It's like a fucking disease
But I won't die living on my knees