Failure

(album: Ugly - 2019)

Today I know it's hard
And the sentimental things won't take us far
Time and time again I fall apart
I died inside again, it breaks my heart

So lie to me
I'm stuck inside, I can't escape
I'm wandering
Cause there's got to be a better way
Just breathe

Have I adjusted to failure
Will I come around
Have I given up on me
It's like you said
It's sink or swim, I'm diving in
Will I become my own savior
When I'm falling down
When will I let myself be
I'm left for dead
I'm giving up, it never ends

Wait, I know you are
At the cemetery gates with open arms
I lost my mind again into the dark
I tried and tried again from end to start

So I lie to me
I'm stuck inside, I can't escape
I'm wandering
Cause there's got to be a better way
Just breathe

Have I adjusted to failure
Will I come around
Have I given up on me
It's like you said
It's sink or swim, I'm diving in
Will I become my own savior
When I'm falling down
When will I let myself be
I'm left for dead
I'm giving up, it never ends

I'm stuck in my head
I don't know what the fuck I'm thinking
But I always ask myself the question
Why can't I see
It's a beautiful life
It's so beautiful

Have I adjusted to failure
Will I come around
Have I given up on me
It's like you said
It's sink or swim, I'm diving in
Will I become my own savior
When I'm falling down
When will I let myself be
I'm left for dead
I'm giving up, it never ends
Oh, it never ends
Never ends