In My Head

(album: Ugly - 2019)

(I don't want to feel that way again)
(And I can't decide where to begin)
(I don't want to be filled with regret)
(Well, maybe it's all in my head)

And so I'll bite my tongue and be someone else
For everyone and just hide myself
It took something inside of me
To change the way I used to be
And I won't go back
I won't go back

Take everything that meant something
And throw it all away

I don't want to feel that way again
And I can't decide where to begin
I don't want to be filled with regret
Well, maybe it's all in my head
I can take a step back to reflect
We can find out if I'm innocent
I've been tracing back every word I've said
Well, maybe I just miss my friends

Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da-do-de-do-do
Do-de-do
Do-de-do
Do-de-do-de-do-do-do

I've been sitting here
Waiting in the fear
Like a ghost that won't appear
And nothing ever heals right

(I don't want to)

I don't want to feel that way again
And I can't decide where to begin
I don't want to be filled with regret
Well, maybe it's all in my head
I can take a step back to reflect
We can find out if I'm innocent
I've been tracing back every word I've said
Well, maybe I just miss my friends

I'm so sick of giving up everything I love
I want a life worth living, enough is never enough
I'm so sick of giving up everything I love
I want a life worth living, enough is never enough
I'm so sick of giving up everything I love
I want a life worth living, enough is never enough

(Please don't throw away a part of me)
(I don't want to)

I don't want to feel that way again
And I can't decide where to begin
I don't want to be filled with regret
Well, maybe it's all in my head
I can take a step back to reflect
We can find out if I'm innocent
I've been tracing back every word I've said
Well, maybe I just miss my friends

I don't want to feel that way again
I don't want to feel the pain again
(Want to feel)
Well, maybe we're better off dead

(I don't want to feel that way again)
(And I can't decide where to begin)
(I don't want to be filled with regret)
Well, maybe it's all in my head