What It Feels Like

(album: Mixed Feelings - 2017)

I don't want the fame, I just want love
I don't want fame, I just want trust
Why they all tryna knock me down?
They should all know I'ma stay up

Ay, ay
Everybody wanna play me
Everybody wanna change me
Nobody ever gon' faze me
No fake accounts like KD
Doing the shit that I want to
Nobody I'll ever run to
Everytime know I come through
Take shots, but I'm gun proof
Know that I'm shooting right back
Killing them when I be dropping a track
Killing them and they been bringing it back
Killing them, so I been wearing all black
Always been ready
This ain't a game, no confetti
I got my aim and I'm steady
I got the toons (tunes) like Ed, Edd and Eddy
I pull up and I let it go
No reply, but I read it though
Let my music just tell it though
All my shit been selling, so
I know you heard it
I tell the truth, no rewording
I'm telling facts, I'm assertive
It's building up like a burden
I got the weight on my shoulders
I'm gonna battle like soldiers
I'm always keeping composure
Nobody stopping my motor
And I'm gon' go and get everything I really wanted
I don't care bout money, but keep it a 100
Invest in myself when no money was fronted
'Cause I just knew everyone really would love it

I don't want the fame, I just want love
I don't want fame, I just want trust
Why they all tryna knock me down?
They should all know I'ma stay up
And I wonder what it feels like
When dreams are real life
When they gon' realize

I don't care about fame
Don't care about chains
Don't care about lames
I want them knowing my name
Only so they can hear all of my flame
Said I'm insane, but now they just see me on top
I'm getting everything I wanted but the grind never gon' stop
'Cause I could lose it all tomorrow, I don't care about the follows
I could drown in all my sorrow, I just wanna hit the lotto
Make a milli for my fam, but I'ma do it how I wanted
Hope the music gon' expand and my album like the chronic
I'm a real doctor, no fake shit
Gonna change my name when I make it
Just to let 'em know that it's possible
Making music and the honor roll
Stay in school, it's a good thing
There's so many ways you could win
That work ethic is built in
And I been a boss like I'm Kingpin
Wake up and I pray up
Praying that I never fall down
But praying ain't the only thing
Your dedication makes it all count
Stick with it from the get-go
You never wanna just let go
'Cause anything is possible
If you don't try, then you'll never know

I don't want the fame, I just want love
I don't want fame, I just want trust
Why they all tryna knock me down?
They should all know I'ma stay up
And I wonder what it feels like
When dreams are real life
When they gon' realize