Vertigo

(album: The Vault - 2019)

Running it back
Keeping on track
Put it on black
Cause I'm playing roulette with my life
And I gotta get it right
Thinking bout what's left
And my future looking bright
But I'm never gonna settle
Keep my foot on the pedal
And I been looking like a rebel
Cause I'm breaking and entering on a new level
Always looking for the competition to battle
But nobody gonna step to me
Thinking back to first time that I made my first dime from the music what it meant to me
I was only 18 with a dollar and a dream never sipping on the lean it ain't meant for me
Know I had to stay focused mentally
Tryna live my life for a century
Got an image in my head of a worldwide tour and a fam that's fed a necessity
Everything else is complimentary
No doubt go check my trajectory
Everything looking up know I never gotta bluff
All these other rappers sound elementary

Yeah, I want that life
Want that car
Want that drive
Wanna leave the fear that keeps me up at night
Thinking bout the negative thoughts in my mind
But I'll never let em shine
Focused on the good
Neva wanna coulda woulda thinking what I should
Left my past in the rear view pray that I'll never be misunderstood
Know I've seen a lot I've learned a lot I've grown
Lotta shit I wish I woulda known
Wouldn't change a thing about my tone
Only bosses make it to the throne
Neva scared of shit in my way
God already planned my whole fate
And I never go and complain
People hear the things that I say
Aye know I'm make it out if I wait it out
Imma stay around Imma take the crown
Till the demons try to come take me down
Imma make it count gotdam