Down

(album: Outlier - 2020)

Every time I wake up I be feeling down
Waiting for a better day to come around
Lately I been losing my patience
Thought I knew myself but I'm changing
I been holding it down
I gotta let it come out
Cuz I don't wanna go drown in it, nah
Now I'm working it out
And I be talking about
The life I gotta be down to live, yeah

Anxiety been dancing on my brain
If I keep thinking bout it I might really go insane
You finally making money now so how can you complain
It's deeper than the money man this life is all a game
I been playing with my thoughts
I been trynga work it out
But it keeps on adding up
While I'm slowly breaking down
Always thinking bout the future I can't even see the present
My grandma lost her life
Know she watching me from heaven
Imma make you proud
Sometimes I see you in the clouds
I promise imma make it you ain't gotta worry now
My family going through some shit that I can't speak about
Feel like I'm the only one who can really help em out
Damn

Every time I wake up I be feeling down
Waiting for a better day to come around
Lately I been losing my patience
Thought I knew myself but I'm changing
I been holding it down
I gotta let it come out
Cuz I don't wanna go drown in it, nah
Now I'm working it out
And I be talking about
The life I gotta be down to live, yeah

They wonder how I put in so much work
It's better staying busy when you always feeling hurt
I gotta get my family everything that they deserve
And you only get one shot cuz tomorrow ain't for sure
I been meditating
I don't need medication
And when I'm falling down I'll always be staying patient
I been locked up in the studio I'm separated
From all the negativity that people spreading daily
This life is temporary
I know it's kinda scary
But either you gon face it or you gonna end up buried
The truth ain't always nice but you gotta get it while you can
And I hate to break it to ya I just hope you understand
Yeah

Every time I wake up I be feeling down
Waiting for a better day to come around
Lately I been losing my patience
Thought I knew myself but I'm changing
I been holding it down
I gotta let it come out
Cuz I don't wanna go drown in it, nah
Now I'm working it out
And I be talking about
The life I gotta be down to live, yeah