Not With You

(album: Closer - 2017)

I saw in your face something real tonight
There, with all the lights around you
There where all the light surrounds you
You stepped out in the pouring rain and said
"Why can't you just love me this way"
I said, "something about you is broken in me now"

I said "I'm waiting for something
Not for you
I'm waiting for love, but not for you
I feel so in love, but not with you
I'm waiting for love, but not with you
Not with you, not with you, not with you"

Every time I try just to speak to you
It feels like screaming at a wall
I can reach for you, but nothing ever changes anymore
Why can't I kill this pain inside
I feel lost and anxious when I look inside and know it's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong

I'm waiting for something, not for you
I'm waiting for love, but not for you
I feel so in love, but not with you
I'm waiting for love, but not with you
Not with you, not with you, not with you

I didn't know why then
I walked all the way home without you there
And you were crying, lost out wandering in the midnight air
I wish that I could find you, in a different time
Two crooked lines, undone
Sick of all the lying
I'd rather be lost than so alone with you

I'm waiting for something, not for you
I'm waiting for love, but not for you
I feel so in love, but not with you
I'm waiting for love, but not for you

I'm waiting for something, not for you
I'm waiting for love, but not for you
I feel so in love, but not with you
I'm waiting for love, but not with you
Not with you, not with you, not with you