Catch Myself

(album: Everything Forever - 2022)

My new place is a mile from yours
Bought a new bed, got hardwood floors
I'm taking my time
I've been doing alright

Driving down Sunset, 80 degrees
Windows still down cause you hate AC
And I'm feeling so high
It's almost a perfect night

It's always like this
It starts out so innocent
Oh god
I hate what you did

But I still catch myself
Getting sad when I think of
Getting rid of old pictures
Know I shouldn't be bitter
But I still catch myself
Wondering if you're still single
Happy now with new people
Used to talk but now we don't
But I still catch myself

I still, I still
I still catch myself

All my friends still hate the way
That you would assume I'd sit and wait
And they got a point
It wasn't a choice

I know what it took me to get this far
But my heart stops when I see your car
It should be done
But it still comes up

It's always like this
It starts out so innocent
Oh god
I hate what you did

But I still catch myself
Getting sad when I think of
Getting rid of old pictures
Know I shouldn't be bitter
But I still catch myself
Wondering if you're still single
Happy now with new people
Used to talk but now we don't
But I still catch myself

I still, I still
I still catch myself
I still, I still
I still catch myself

Seeking myself some closure
Wish it was over
Before it begins
Lying, saying I'm brand new
Say I forgot you
When I never did

But I still catch myself
Getting sad when I think of
Getting rid of old pictures
Know I shouldn't be bitter
But I still catch myself
Wondering if you're still single
Happy now with new people
Used to talk but now we don't
But I still catch myself

I still, I still
I still catch myself
I still, I still
I still catch myself