Monomania

(album: MONOMANIA - 2020)

Does anybody even care?
Is anybody listening to me?
I'm lying here, invisible
Feeling all your empty stares through me

I'm begging for a better way
Don't know how much more of this I can take
'Cause anger's so much easier
Than fixing everything I can't face

I'm stuck inside the madness
I know you felt this
But I know we'll make it out somehow
It's like a war from within just to let go
Killing ourselves to cope
Inside the sadness
Sometimes it traps us
And we think we're better off alone
It's like a war from within just to let go
Killing ourselves to cope

I feel it every time I breathe
Another "cure" that doesn't work for me
Darkness and anxiety
Seem to be the only friends I see

I'm praying for a better day
But reality takes its place
And will I ever be enough,
Will I ever be enough for me?

I'm stuck inside the madness
I know you felt this
But I know we'll make it out somehow
It's like a war from within just to let go
Killing ourselves to cope
Inside the sadness
Sometimes it traps us
And we think we're better off alone
It's like a war from within just to let go
Killing ourselves to cope

I know you're gonna take a shot at my heart
What you didn't know is I can see in the dark
I learned to adapt to the world that I see
I learned not to trust anybody but me
But me

I know you're gonna take a shot at my heart
But what you didn't know is I can see in the dark
I learned to adapt to the world that I see
Learned not to trust anybody but me

I'm stuck inside...
I'm stuck inside...

I'm stuck inside the madness
I know you felt this
But I know we'll make it out somehow
It's like a war from within just to let go
Killing ourselves to cope
Inside the sadness
Sometimes it traps us
And we think we're better off alone
It's like a war from within just to let go
Killing ourselves to cope

We're killing ourselves
Killing ourselves to cope