The Ghost Here Is Me

(album: Songs From A Sketchbook, Pt. 2 - 2019)

I melt into the floor
And it's only 5 o' clock
But at least the voices stopped
It's crawling through my veins
And yes I prayed, but God he never came
He left me here to rot with the other sinners

There's not a day I feel free
Of the ghost that's haunting me
Cause the ghost here is me
And where I go he leads

I feel it in my soul
His grip is cold
Dragging me through hell
And telling me I'm home
I'm losing all control
And this I know
He'll never me let go
And I'll never tell him no
I'll never say it

There's not a day I feel free
Of the ghost that's haunting me
Cause the ghost here is me
And where I go he leads
Even when I am clear
He is waiting calmly
Cause he knows when I'm weak
I would rather sleep
I would rather sleep

There's not a day I feel free
Of the ghost that's haunting me
Cause the ghost here is me
And where I go he leads
And even when I am clear
He is waiting calmly
Cause he knows when I'm weak
I would rather sleep
I would rather sleep

I would rather sleep