jealous of my friends

I gotta drive a nine-years old
Where did my money go?
Everyone else I know
Has something to fall back on

And I'm watching all my friends doing better than me
They got better songs, they got bigger money
I know it's kinda sad but it's kinda funny
Is it just me?

I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend
I'm fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

I see the cars they get
I still drive a piece of shit
Where's my piece of happiness
I peaked when I was six

And I want a perfect life, want a perfect body
Why is my career like a fucking hobby?
Trying to get by but it's never easy
Is it just me?

I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend
I'm fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

I know I should be happy
To be happy for you
And I'd pay my respects but
I just can't afford to

I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
And I'm sorry I pretend
I'm fine

I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend
I'm fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes