Messy

(album: Out Of Order - 2020)

I'm a young soul with scars
Most of them on my heart
Can I just go back to the start
Was a player, till she left me
Now I drink just to forget things
One day maybe I'll fix myself up

But in the meantime
I've been fighting off and battling my demons
Why you always paint me out to be the bad guy
I'm just a sad guy
Trying to live a little without getting chastised
And I advize
If you pull up
Don't ever enter n' interrupt my nap time
That's a bad vibe
Or a black eye
Don't be fucking up my sleep you can't be that high

I don't care about you and all your friends (yea)
But I'm weary from trying to pretend

I'm a young soul with scars
Most of them on my heart
Can I just go back to the start
Was a player, till she left me
Now I drink just to forget things
One day maybe I'll fix myself up

Two young kids in a loft
So dumb couldn't help getting caught up
I got lost in the sauce it was all my fault
Cheated on you it was messy
Ima keep doing wrong till you catch me
Outta line outta of pocket when I get drunk
(Until the next day I)
Wake up slumped with a bad lil broad
She got scars I ain't coming home
Made a mess that I can not clean up
(Mess)

I'm a young soul with scars
Most of them on my heart
Can I just go back to the start (before it got messy)
Was a player, till she left me
So I drink just to forget things
Maybe one day I'll fix myself up

Maybe one day I'll clean up my mess
Maybe one day I'll clean up my mess