Hear Me Say

(album: Blue In The Dark - 2018)

You were all dressed up
I feel awful about this whole thing
How can I make it up
Wish I had something more to say but nothing's left to say

Than sorry, yeah my God I know it hurts
I'm still trying my best whatever that's worth
No point in running from it
Whatever that's worth

I can stay the same forever
Or find the time to rearrange
All the constant inconsistency
That finds room in me to breathe
(That finds room in me)
Cause I'm never around
I feel so sorry for it
Call you up, let you down
I feel so alone
Solid through, common ground
Is all I ever wanted
We both know
I'll never let go

I hate those nights in silence, when you feel so far from me
When I lay on the floor feeling broke feeling sore
Is there anything I can say
That can save this from the empty
From the bottom, is it tempting
To be absent minded from a time that I decided you'd be better off

I can stay the same forever
Or find the time to rearrange
All the constant inconsistency
That finds room in me to breathe
(That finds room in me)
Cause I'm never around
I feel so sorry for it
Call you up, let you down
I feel so alone
Solid through, common ground
Is all I ever wanted
We both know...

I never know what you want to hear
I know that's not what you want to hear (me say)
I never know what you want to hear
I know that's not what you want to hear me say
Hear me say

I can stay the same forever
Or find the time to rearrange
All the constant inconsistency
That finds room in me to breathe
(That finds room in me)
Cause I'm never around
I feel so sorry for it
Call you up, let you down
I feel so alone
Solid through, common ground
Is all I ever wanted
We both know
I never let go

I never let go