Doing This Again!

(album: Every Moonbeam Every Feverdream - 2022)

I hope to be happy, I hope to be calm
I hope to be somewhat content
Every morning I wake up and I think to myself
'Oh god, we're doing this again!'
I hope I'll be resilient
I hope to brave in the face of another family cancer
My mother 'cites a rosary downstairs
But lord, these blessed words fail me

I just wanna welcome all the broken people

Every morning I wake up
And I drink my silly little oat milk coffee
And I text my silly little texts
And my phone's still on autocorrect
So I gotta backspace, take my caps out
'Cause I'm too lazy to change the settings
Too hazy to hum myself to sleep
Oh my god, we're doing this again

I hope to be neurotic, go-lucky
Young, upstart and plucky
Anatomically correct
Beating heart of the party
And I could be your Vena Cava
Pumping small talk between your trauma
While the red stains your new carpet

Every morning I wake up
And I drink my silly little oat milk coffee
And I text my silly little texts
And my phone's still on autocorrect
So I gotta backspace, take my caps out
'Cause I'm too lazy to change the settings
Too hazy to hum myself to sleep
Oh my god, we're doing this again

Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye
Every moonbeam, every fever dream
Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye
Every moonbeam, every fever dream
Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye
(Wouldn't you love to be happy?)
Every moonbeam, every fever dream
(Wouldn't you love to go outside for a change?)
Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye
(And I don't mean in body)
Every moonbeam, every fever dream
(Don't mean in body, I mean embody)

Every morning I wake up
And I drink my silly little oat milk coffee
And I text my silly little texts
And my phone's still on autocorrect
So I gotta backspace, take my caps out
'Cause I'm too lazy to change the settings
Too hazy to hum myself to sleep
Oh my god, we're doing this again

Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye
Every moonbeam, every fever dream
(Again)
Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye
(Again and again)
Every moonbeam, every fever dream
(We're doing this again)