The 411

(album: Just Five More Minutes - 2017)

You don't owe me an explanation
You don't owe me a reason why
I don't deserve any closure
And honestly, I have been doing fine

But it's raining, it's pouring
A young man should be snoring
But he's confused and nervous
Searching for the words while he pretends to sleep

They scream "What are you running away from?"
And I scream back, "Everything and everyone"
Every gone cold conversation
Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation

And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic
And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic
Melting into sofas while we stare at TVs
Praying that the snow will stop falling on me

'Cause I can't take the cold anymore
No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards

You always loved the rain
So I started to feel the same
So when it rained, I was happy
But now I'm just stuck with a pathetic fallacy

But it's raining, it's pouring
A young man should be snoring
But he's confused and nervous
He's searching for the words while he pretends to sleep

They scream "What are you running away from?"
And I scream back, "Everything and everyone"
Every gone cold conversation
Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation

And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic
And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic
Melting into sofas while we stare at TVs
Praying that the snow will stop falling on me

'Cause I can't take the cold anymore
No, I can't take the flood coming through the floor boards

And I keep replaying in my head, what Brian said
And how I'm walking these streets like a skeleton
With no tendons to hold these bones together
I can feel my joints as they become untethered

There go my fingers, my hands, and my arms
And my skull's on the floor, making a home for the slugs
And the water starts to fill up my ribcage
As I pray it doesn't start to rain again

And the ghosts will pass, they don't even stop to stare
Makes me wonder if I'm even there
In a melancholy mood that I knew from the start
Makes me wonder if I'll ever stop falling apart
If I'll ever stop falling apart
If I'll ever stop falling apart

They scream "What are you running away from?"
And I scream back, "Everything and everyone"
Every gone cold conversation
Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation

And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic
And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic
Melting into sofas while we stare at TVs
Praying that the snow will stop falling on me

'Cause I can't take this crow screaming anymore
'Cause we are nevermore