Real Life

Listen, trying to get back to the top
They say it's rain after sunshine
No one end up back on the block
It's not a game with these punch lines
And they say a nigger change
Well that's the way the game made me
My family be all they saying
Shit, I ain't hear they beef
Bottles popping, drinks flowing
Gotta live life in these moments
Niggers tell me that I'm never gonna make it to the place it used to be
Pay them no mind and keep smoking
Got inner neck beef about a nigger neck peace
Say I got a son but she never met me
Could have been father if a nigger play smarter
That just fuse my fire, gotta work harder
Look at my life, everybody judging me
Probably cause I'm right where they wanna be
I'm chilling at the low, y'all niggers at the double tree
Should there never be another me
I call this the life after, I know the sound's kinda crazy right
Broke my heart when a nigger lost casher
Named a song that I didn't write
But she had plans to doing better
Why the fuck you mix bizness with pleasure
Used to be best friends, now I can't see the nigger even when I'm looking at him
So now I'm looking past him, moving forward and I order leave [?]
Block sites can't stop my passion, what happens next can't imagine

Shot town did a dvd, infrared did a ELP
Thinking back [?] used to be
Only count little layer [?]
I was the youngest out of everybody
Gotta pay respect to the past
If this song was [?] to leave, how it made me shit when it all goes bad
He came to my video, say he felt like a proud parent
Doctor beef was down there, where the fuck we go wrong Eric?
And I'm mad cause you tried to [?] me
Or you mad cause you built [?] almost burned down
Said you paid for my first piece of pussy, pussy
Got it in with 2 bust down
Can't front I still love you niggers
Even know you tried to kill my campaign
Having niggers talking like yo the city ain't fucking with you
Yet still I remain, and I wish y'all the best
Don't get offended by my words,
Just help me get it off my chest
[?] ice berg
Talked to Billy Jay yesterday, at the bar he sat beside of me
You said I fucked up everything
Call it the death of a dynasty
Used to be with Hollywood, and damn I should have fucked dynasty
[?] premiere seen a nigger in a lambo, it was like highway robbery
And holiday was my nigger, but I don't let nigger lie to me
Is it cause I went and fuck Gina first
Rob you? You were robbing me!
Now he's after days later, still go hard, chase paper
One of these homes gotta stick
Everything I do is be major,
Can't tell me how a bitch hate on you
And it was really hard being anti social
Could have had a lot of nigger behind me, [?]
But I guess I'm stuck with T mobil
And still got your names on my back
Even seen Kat yesterday, told them that all the love that I have
Is the reason my [?] and got a date
Did I really did you nigger wrong?
The truth hurts I'm away forward
All the damage that was done in my career
Guess a nigger really pay for it
But this time everything is different
And don't act like you can't nodes
That a nigger self made
God's the only one to blame for.