Ain't Been The Same

(album: Life Of Betrayal 2x - 2021)

It ain't been the same
I done watched everyone change
Whoever thought I would be rich I was the one begging for change
It ain't been the same
I was down with no money
Now everybody starting to look at me funny
It ain't been the same
Ooh It ain't been the same
It ain't been the same
Ohh It ain't been the same

Money and fame changed everyone around me
I was broke and bummy when they all used to clown me
The industry fake so keep that fake love from around me
I felt my nigga was leaching I had to keep that boy from around me
We had a beat up ass car momma drove us in a minivan
I was a jit playing with sticks while y'all were having fun in the sand
Grew up in the trenches I had it hard I swear that y'all don't understand
Bitch I had to get it how I live nobody gave a helping hand
It's a lot y'all don't know y'all judge what y'all see
I made mistakes in the past but I know my momma proud of me
I took a lot off her plate and I put it on mine to eat
Keeping Treyvon name alive I told him rest in peace
Like when we're little I told my brothers save a spot for me
Got the world on my shoulders, man I'm putting it all on me
So many times I wanna give up I hear him screaming please
Open your eyes can see you got something to live for

It ain't been the same
I done watched everyone change
Whoever thought I would be rich I was the one begging for change
It ain't been the same
I was down with no money
Now everybody starting to look at me funny
It ain't been the same
Ooh It ain't been the same
It ain't been the same
Ohh It ain't been the same

Looking at my cars I really done came far
Looking at my brand new house I come from living hard
I was trapped in the dark all my diamonds shine really hard
Seen so much at a early age now I'm traumatized and I'm scarred
All these nightmares I ain't have a carebear I was clutching rods
I was baking in the house y'all were playing football in the yard
Y'all was in band class while I was swinging the block with them guitars
No I ain't choose to live this life I sat back and played my cards
I got horrible stories
I got some problems they annoy me
I been trying to wear this pain just Dior me
I did some things that wasn't possible
Made it out the hood where I come from that's impossible
Street born hunter
I turn the opps into runners
I had that set a couple times I done fumbled it
Get out my shit and I recovered it
You ever heard your heart beat so fast with two hands you had to cover it?

It ain't been the same
I done watched everyone change
Whoever thought I would be rich I was the one begging for change
It ain't been the same
I was down with no money
Now everybody starting to look at me funny
It ain't been the same
Ooh It ain't been the same
It ain't been the same
Ohh It ain't been the same