Fighting Pain

(Drum Dummie)
Yeah, ayy-yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh-ooh, ooh
Yeah

I've been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started making money everybody say I'm acting different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fucking with me
I started serving on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck did I know that I'd be smiling but I'm steady fighting pain (Fighting pain)
I'm steady walking through the rain (Through the rain)
Them niggas clipped my brother, I swear my feelings changed (Feelings changed)
Yeah, ever since June, I feel my soul, my life ain't been the same (No, no)

My mind in the dark and my body full of scars (Full of scars)
Whilst everybody was doubting me, you would think I was gon' make it far
You knew this wasn't easy, boy, you know I had it hard
Found myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good, I tell 'em "I'm straight"
Moment of silence when I speak (When I speak, yeah)
I voiced my pain from the streets (Fuck it)
Bad ass lil' boy, I'm just a child from the streets (I'm from the streets)
I never went home so then the block raised me (Raised me)
I open my third eye (Third eye)
And on my mind is murda (Murda)
And you still don't get it
I was born in this shit, I ain't have time to pick and choose
I had to rob me some niggas, I tied up man, beat up shoes
I was in the trap, y'all was in school, wait
I miss the time when we was all in (All in)
They all went left, I started balling (Ballin')
Locked in that cell, I was calling (Callin')
Ain't pick me up when I was falling
And everybody turned against me

I've been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started making money everybody say I'm acting different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fucking with me
I started serving on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck did I know that I'd be smiling but I'm steady fighting pain (Fighting pain)
I'm steady walking through the rain (Through the rain)
Them niggas clipped my brother, I swear my feelings changed (Feelings changed)
Yeah, ever since June, I feel my soul, my life ain't been the same (No, no)

I'm steady reminiscing 'bout it all ('Bout it all)
For every rat in the world I'm screaming, "Fuck all of y'all" (Fuck all y'all)
You telling on your day ones, I can't respect it (Can't respect it)
What type of nigga would I be if I ain't check it? (I gotta check it)
But fuck it, I got so much shit up on my plate
I was down fucked so many niggas who ain't even see if I was straight
I supplied everything at the table, y'all ain't make sure that I ate
My love turning into hate
My grass still full of snakes
Nobody real, I'm tired of fake love
[?], you know I miss you, my nigga (I miss you, my nigga)
Even though He called you home, I'm still with you, my nigga (I'm still with you, my nigga)
I think about you all day, I'm shedding tears for you brother
Don't let nobody disrespect, I'll still kill for you brother

I've been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started making money everybody say I'm acting different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fucking with me
I started serving on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck did I know that I'd be smiling but I'm steady fighting pain (Fighting pain)
I'm steady walking through the rain (Through the rain)
Them niggas clipped my brother, I swear my feelings changed (Feelings changed)
Yeah, ever since June, I feel my soul, my life ain't been the same (No, no)

My mind in the dark and my body full of scars (Full of scars)
Whilst everybody was doubting me, you would think I was gon' make it far
Your knew this wasn't easy but you know I had to be hard
Found myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good, I tell 'em "I'm straight"