Fake Hugs

(album: Summers Over - 2019)

I been counting all my blessings if I die let me go
Yeah it's true that I been stressing I can't hide it no more
I got way too many question stuck inside of my dome
Like is there space for me in heaven I been dying to know

Ooh yeah
I touch down
Come to town
Everybody love me now
Miss me with them fake hugs
You look like a fucking clown
Coming up
Coming down
People love to come around
And hit you with them fake hugs
Yeah

They heard my story
Thought I made it up
I ain't never gave a fuck
Ever since a shorty grandma told me they gone hate on us
Growing up
Traumatized
Tears inside my momma's eyes
Seen it all
Ain't surprised
Wish my grandpa never died
Shit
But he did and I hate it
Until the day we meet again I'm gone be sitting and waiting
Sometimes I still see grandma hurting know she miss you like crazy
Just know that rents paid on the first and she ain't missing a payment

I been counting all my blessings if I die let me go
Yeah it's true that I been stressing I can't hide it no more
I got way too many question stuck inside of my dome
Like is there space for me in heaven I been dying to know

Ooh yeah
I touch down
Come to town
Everybody love me now
Miss me with them fake hugs
You look like a fucking clown
Coming up
Coming down
People love to come around
And hit you with them fake hugs
Yeah

I done come a long way from sippin 40's at the park
Rest In Peace to all the homies it get lonely as a star
Had some people change on me that had know me from the start
Swear that shit had hurt my heart and you know just who you are

If you want the best for me you gone do more than just say it
The only time y'all check on me is when we ordering ain't it
They wanna leave the wrest to me because they know I'm gone pay it
Man I gave y'all the recipe and yet you still couldn't make it

I been counting all my blessings if I die let me go
Yeah it's true that I been stressing I can't hide it no more
I got way too many question stuck inside of my dome
Like is there space for me in heaven I been dying to know

Ooh yeah
I touch down
Come to town
Everybody love me now
Miss me with them fake hugs
You look like a fucking clown
Coming up
Coming down
People love to come around
And hit you with them fake hugs
Yeah