Waiting

(album: Violent Allies - 2020)

Here I am, alone again
Lost inside my own head
And I don't know how to find my way out
So I hide all my darkness in the light

And it burns my eyes every time

I've been waiting for so long
Nothing's changing, I don't know why
I was looking for a sign of life
In everyone else's eyes
Till the day I die
I've been waiting for so long
For so long

I'm hanging on by a thread
To a life I never had
And I try and try to leave it all behind
But my past remains a future I can't change

And it drags me down

I've been waiting for so long
Nothing's changing, I don't know why
I was looking for a sign of life
In everyone else's eyes
Till the day I die
I've been waiting for so long

How long can I hang on when all the hope is gone
And it drags me down
I've been waiting for so long
I've been waiting

I've been waiting for so long
Nothing's changing, I don't know why
I was looking for a sign of life
In everyone else's eyes
Till the day I die
I'm not waiting anymore
Anymore