I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes)

(album: A Brief Inquiry Into Online Relationships - 2018)

I bet you thought your life would change but you're sat on a train again
Your memories are sceneries for things you said but never really meant
You build it to a high to say goodbye because you're not the same as them
But your death it won't happen to you; it happens to your family and your friends
I pretend

And I always wanna die, sometimes
I always wanna die sometimes

You win you lose, you sing the blues
There's no point in buying concrete shoes
I'll refuse

And I always wanna die, sometimes
I always wanna die sometimes
I always wanna die

Am I me through geography?
A face collapsed through entropy
I can hardly speak
And when I try it's nothing but a squeak
On the video
Living room for small
If you can't survive; just try

And I always wanna die, sometimes
I always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
And I always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes
I sometimes always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna
Always wanna die
Always wanna
Always wanna die sometimes